Kel-elz

Just wanted to write down an update of my life. Now that I've been at a university nothing has been the way I thought it'd be. In fact everything been quite the opposite of what I've been told. Even though it's only been two months, I don't feel like much will change. Throughout life I feel like i'm always waiting until i'm an adult. Until I can finally live off of my own income and my own achievements. I feel like I'm already trying to plan a quick escape from college. I mean, who knows, maybe this will be the greatest time of my life. I always hear from family and friends about their college years and their crazy stories, and it sounded pr

I shall be posting a huge art dump sometime (hopefully) tomorrow. It will mostly be portraits that I had to do for my art class. That class really helped me to actually draw. xD Unfortunately now that it's over i'll probably go back to drawing every once in a blue moon.

So basically i've been feeling like shit all week. I haven't really gotten out of the house much. I did today which was nice but when i'm stuck inside for long periods of time I kind of go emotionally crazy. So yeah that's how i'm feeling right now. And, it's fairly frustrating because I really don't talk to anyone about my feelings anymore. I kinda miss being able to tell people about my feelings, but then I always feel like a dick for even taking up their time with pointless shit. I've also been wanting to get my art more recognized and receive any sort of attention. idk why it's so hard to get people to comment or take a look at my work